trembling and downcast rebuttal

I hate coffee,but I love spending my free time at starbucks, sounds weird but  really do…

It’s all because of him.

I remember the irst time I visit that place,

and that scene with a caramel frap…

 

^^,

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December 25th, 2009 at 6:45 pm | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

guess i just have to wait for that…

i’m so excited!

and it feels so damn good…

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December 7th, 2009 at 5:22 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

You ma have thought that I have lost,

but I’m telling you,

It’s not what it seems…

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October 20th, 2009 at 7:19 pm | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

i wish I could go back to January 31,2009…

at exactly 8:00 pm.

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October 13th, 2009 at 4:21 pm | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

“Go ahead and explain yourself”

 

He said these line with a husky voic,

I saw that look…

And I know I won’t be saying anything.

 I already lost…

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October 13th, 2009 at 4:14 pm | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

I was not expecting that news,

but atleast it came out just fine…

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October 10th, 2009 at 9:11 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

I was an almost “perfect” gal,

I didn’t say that,

 People around me did,

I was an A-list student way back then,

I remember making my parents proud,

specially my dad,

he was the one who use to pin my ribbons,

I use to sing during school fairs,

and I dance a lot,

I won debates,

I had a lot of friends,

and my friends parents like me,

I remember my friends telling me that their mom kept on saying that they should be like me,

I never gave my parents a pain in the neck,

I love to follow my dad’s footsteps,

he was the one who trained me…

We all change,

It started before I went to college,

for someone who already get all the attention and recognitions when they were young tends to lose enthusiasm in aiming for more,

I started to take it easy,

But I still surprise my parents,

I went to a lot of trips without even paying a penny,

I had published a story on a book,

wrote dozens of articles,

appeared twice on one of the leading news papers,

danced in a prestige hotel,

passed every exam that my dad wants me to take,

Met a number of Class A people,

I still have my magic touch,

and I never get it the hard way,

I always get what I want and when I want it,

But then I realize that it was not enough,

For someone who was given an opportunity to grow,

What I have now is still not enough,

Right now I already got two of the three requirements that my dad wants me to have,

Well…

I got those two since I was born,

I just took really good care of it,

I just have to work on one thing,

But I was aiming to make up for being easy o lucky,

I would add another one to those requirements,

It may take time but right now,

I’m working on it,

I have to pay for making my dad furious at times,

and I’ll make sure to accomplish it before he realize it…

 

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October 10th, 2009 at 9:00 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

Where the hell are you?

It’s been 5 long months since I last heard from you,

since then I haven’t seen you,

What’s going on?

It’s the first time that this happen…

I don’t know how to react.

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September 13th, 2009 at 1:35 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

just when I thought everything is alright,

 

it turns out that it’s not!

damnit!

I hate myself for  imagining things!

I shouldn’t have done that!

That’s the last anyway…

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September 13th, 2009 at 1:30 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

i have nothing to say, since every word I say does not count…

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August 22nd, 2009 at 7:24 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink