I hate coffee,but I love spending my free time at starbucks, sounds weird but really do…
It’s all because of him.
I remember the irst time I visit that place,
and that scene with a caramel frap…
^^,
guess i just have to wait for that…
i’m so excited!
and it feels so damn good…
You ma have thought that I have lost,
but I’m telling you,
It’s not what it seems…
i wish I could go back to January 31,2009…
at exactly 8:00 pm.
“Go ahead and explain yourself”
He said these line with a husky voic,
I saw that look…
And I know I won’t be saying anything.
I already lost…
I was not expecting that news,
but atleast it came out just fine…
I was an almost “perfect” gal,
I didn’t say that,
People around me did,
I was an A-list student way back then,
I remember making my parents proud,
specially my dad,
he was the one who use to pin my ribbons,
I use to sing during school fairs,
and I dance a lot,
I won debates,
I had a lot of friends,
and my friends parents like me,
I remember my friends telling me that their mom kept on saying that they should be like me,
I never gave my parents a pain in the neck,
I love to follow my dad’s footsteps,
he was the one who trained me…
We all change,
It started before I went to college,
for someone who already get all the attention and recognitions when they were young tends to lose enthusiasm in aiming for more,
I started to take it easy,
But I still surprise my parents,
I went to a lot of trips without even paying a penny,
I had published a story on a book,
wrote dozens of articles,
appeared twice on one of the leading news papers,
danced in a prestige hotel,
passed every exam that my dad wants me to take,
Met a number of Class A people,
I still have my magic touch,
and I never get it the hard way,
I always get what I want and when I want it,
But then I realize that it was not enough,
For someone who was given an opportunity to grow,
What I have now is still not enough,
Right now I already got two of the three requirements that my dad wants me to have,
Well…
I got those two since I was born,
I just took really good care of it,
I just have to work on one thing,
But I was aiming to make up for being easy o lucky,
I would add another one to those requirements,
It may take time but right now,
I’m working on it,
I have to pay for making my dad furious at times,
and I’ll make sure to accomplish it before he realize it…
Where the hell are you?
It’s been 5 long months since I last heard from you,
since then I haven’t seen you,
What’s going on?
It’s the first time that this happen…
I don’t know how to react.
just when I thought everything is alright,
it turns out that it’s not!
damnit!
I hate myself for imagining things!
I shouldn’t have done that!
That’s the last anyway…
i have nothing to say, since every word I say does not count…
